Not sure what's going on. My head is full of cotton and my mind is on pins and needles. It's like I roll my eyes back and it's not even black, just nothing.
It's like I'm swimming around, but not really swimming. Like floating but in a sinking sort of way.
What's going on?
Where am I?
I feel like I can't pinpoint where I am right now. What am I accomplishing here? I can't even write coherently, it's just questions stringed together, which now that I think about it is a fairly accurate portrayal of my daily thought process and why my current state is...confusing to say the least.
The motivation is gone, to do work and to procrastinate. I've met a wall without frustration surprisingly.
I despise the wall.